Next ultrasound

Well tomorrow is my last visit with my RE and my last u/s until my OB gives me one at 12 weeks. Its gonna be a long long month! Hopefully everything is still okay from last week. I am freaking out worrying (as usual) that something has gone wrong! I can't take the worry anymore. Its killing me. I know it will probably be like this for the next 30 years with them but I wish I could gain a little bit of control over it at least for the time being, for my own sanity for goodness sakes. I think when you try so hard for a baby for so long your only concern is its going to be taken from you once you achieve it. I think day and night about it, it is consuming me. Everyday I analyze my symptoms more and more and google more and more (which by the way is a horrible idea for anyone)!

I hope after I see my babies tomorrow I will calm down a little until my first Ob appt.

7w2d belly pic

I dont think I look like I have a belly yet.....I think I am just eating too much and am getting fatter by the day! Ugh, comeon belly!

5 week belly pic

Kitchen

Well, I finally decided to post pics of my kitchen now that its finished. It sure looks 100% better than it did and thats all I care about right now! So I will give you a run down of what we did! First we painted the cabinets with 2 coats of primer and we sprayed on 3 coats of paint. We finished them with 2 coats of polyurethane to ensure they would be nice and washable since they are white. Then we replace the countertops with wood butcher block countertops we got from Ikea. They were super cheap we only needed 2 8 foot sections and it cost us about $400.00! I also got our Farmhouse sink from Ikea for a measly $189.00! Then we did beadboard on the backsplash and copper behind the stove as a backsplash. After 4 different pain colors we finally found the perfect one called Barley by Benjamin Moore. I love it! We are still contemplating replacing the tile floors.....Gary wants to rip them up this week but personally I dont want to deal with more dust and demo in my house for a while so I am trying to hold him off. The top pic is obviously the before picture!

Cries.......

Oh man I am feeling so emotional right now. I can't believe that after trying to get pregnant for 3 years I am blessed with twins! It is starting to sink in now and I just can't believe it. Ugh, darn hormones. I just feel like crying (tears of joy of course)!

Double Trouble!!!

So today I am 6w4d and went for my first ultrasound and ITS TWINS! I seriously can't believe it!!! Gary and I are so excited! We saw their little heartbeats flickering too and it was just absolulty amazing! They are both measuring exactly 6w4d also so the RE that was great! I have my next ultrasound in a week and then I can be released to my OB and I can't wait!

So, besides that fantastic news at 6 weeks the morning sickness kicked in. Somedays have been worse than others but I dont care, because to be honest with you, I'M PREGNANT!!! And that is all I care about. I could throw up all day long and I dont care!

Well Gary is home with my Big Mac.....I am eating for 3 now so I think its allowed! Lol!